akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- so now what? so someone tell me...how the hell am i suppose to really want to follow this stupid fucking program when i feel like this? i wasn't even trippin' about the surgery before. like if i could handle it. now, it makes me question everything about this whole process. fucking hell even ri agrees with them about my depression. i want to continue, just so i can prove everybody wrong. like see....i didn't have a problem fuckers. i dunno maybe i'm just blocking out the obvious. - 5*24*09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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