akira's Diaryland Diary

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warm hug

shooting up heroin is like getting a really big hug from someone you love. it makes you feel warm from the inside out and so safe like nothing could ever harm you. but that's not why i did it. i started it because he did it. i couldn't imagine going through my life with him and not be able to understand how or what he was feeling. once i got that first taste, it was over. my true love with drugs though, moraphine. that's where my downfall was, and i knew this, which is why i limited my supply accessable to me. how honorable, i know.
*ding*
i've been asked to reduce my consumption of alcohol. because apparently dr's think i have a drinking problem. hehe which is funny because if this dr knew me a few short years ago, he might have admitted me directly into the psych ward.
*ding*
ave )o( akira

- 5*21*09

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