akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Baphomet's Charm Backed into a corner. Pushed and pushed to a breaking point. I'm at my limit for bullshit tolerance. Nine months. Nine months of hurt and hate and anger and embarrassment and holding it all in. I came so close tonight. The who I can be. The dark evil hateful survivor that ruins people and lives. Destroying the "happiness" they think they deserve. I walked dangerously close to that. The blackness welling up inside me. I want to end them. Truly deeply want to end them. In painfully unique ways. Torture Karen that fucking whore cunt waste of pathetic breath and space. And it's be so easy. She's so fucking weak. So fucking pathetic needing everyone's approval and for everyone to like her. I swear this, on all that I am, to my core, I will ruin her life, just for fun. Somewhere in the deep recesses of my emails lay those text messages back and forth. A "send all" company wife should do the trick. Then one mailed to home. I wouldn't mind wasting a 50cent stamp on her if its for a good cause.
Holding my last breath. I'll miss the winter. Holding my last breath. Closing your eyes to disappear Say goodnight. Holding my last breath. (Holding my last breath.) - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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