akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Surrender I surrender. I give. I've never given into it before this is a first. Too fucking stubborn possibly? Too fucking stupid is more like it. But I give. I can't fucking take anymore. "Take everything from the inside and throw it all away" I haven't felt like this in so long. So so long. The wanting to run. To get away. To just stop being. It's fucking overwhelming. "Tension is building inside steadily Thoughts of ending this fucked up thing I call a life. It always always ends. It a least what I thought was a life. A life that was different then the one I had before. I surrender. - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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