akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- time goes by sometimes i get so tired of the creeping. what....really! what did it this time? what fucking set it off? what was the trigger? it use to be that i could simply make a call and the lingering feelings of hands and breath would go away. but, now, i'm not that person. now, i deal. i fight. i understand why so many of us chose to give up. quit. and honestly, there are times when i get tired. so much times goes by that when this fucking bullshit goes on, it takes me by suprise. i'm not prepared for it, or use to it anymore. haha what a shitty sentence, i'm not use to it anymore. - 5*11*09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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