akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Piggies This little pill will make you happy. Mother's little helpers. I forever wonder what would happen if I just gave everything up? Trying. Caring. Wanting. Missing. Hurting. Crying. Hating. Everything. Just make everything go away. So tired today. So sick of all of it. Glimmer. Shiny. New things. Fuck them. Fuck all of them. New things. I hate the shiny new. In other news my beautiful baby bug has her senior prom in 2 weeks. We (the whole family) went dress shopping. Found the most amazing dress which she of course looks amazing in. V picked it out basically, along with the shoes, and accessories. Because she's good with things like that where as I would and did pick out things that I liked. Bad momma. It was nice. Really nice. Lovely even. Almost like things were normal again. And then reality sets in and I remember. Mother's little helpers. - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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