akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- New Best Friend It's been 1 week and 4 days. Pathetic how I'm keeping track. I keep wondering when the animosity will go away. When the anger will go away. Seriously, when will I wake up not wondering if I'll feel like this anymore? It's bullshit that I'm still dealing with all the crap that she...THEY...put me through. Those that knew about the lies sitting around thinking "she's such a fool" and no I could care less what they think I just promised myself I would never allow myself to be made a fool of again. With people talking behind my back about things I should have known. I had enough of that when I was young. Family. Friends (or so called friends) religious folk. Talk about this touching a nerve man did it set me off. Spinning like a top only to slow down momentarily to catch my breath and I'm off again. - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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