akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ever the same i try and just act like everything is fine or that I'm getting better because she gets frustrated if I'm not. did the cutting help? yes would I love to cut more? oh hell yes am i going to? nope because im not that weak. im not allowing myself to give in to any more of my psycho bullshit. im so sick of thinking and re-thinking and even more thinking. meds don't help. talking just creates more drama and chaos. can't find anyone to talk to anyway. - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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