akira's Diaryland Diary

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release

cutting is like having a love affair with a razorblade. you love it like a partner. it understands you the way no one else can. and it takes the pain away. it seeps out all the bad.
yesterday was the first day in about a week that i didn't cut myself. not because im trying to stop, but simply because i forgot. that feeling of doom wasnt there. but today? today its creeping in slowly like the fog. and im wanting so badly to drag that sharp edge over my skin. the eeking out of little red droplets. release. deep breath. better.
)O( akira

- 2*5*09

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