akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- if, if, if i've been doing better on the cutting. i can go a couple of days without new marks and still not feel like the world is closing in on me. i'm dealing better with it, i think. and i'm doing this all without the help of drugs. well except of course the occasional medicinal smoke here and there. but that's strictly for sleeping purposes. i know i can do this. i tell myself this every morning the alarm clock goes off and as i get ready for work. "akira, you know you can do this" - 2*11*09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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