akira's Diaryland Diary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

one two three

i've been locked up recently, well my diary has. which is something i don not like in other people. you write things in here, on the internet for people to read, for people to judge, or maybe help. so why lock it up?
until recently i wasn't aware that "they" "people" were reading this again. akira's been my little hidey hole away from the world. somewhere where i can go and be alone, with millions of people. crazy huh? so i locked it up. put it way from the prying eyes of "them".
since then i've been uneasy. suffocated almost like my air was being taken. so go ahead read. send your links. walk into the past if you dare and see what scars there are left on my skin. and then make your judgements and convict. because honestly...i could care less what you think. it's as easy as one two three.

*ding*
pandoras box. that's what this all is. or box of tricks. testing my will and faithfullness. really it's not much of a test when you think about it. i'm content. i know i've got it all now. happiness. though it's not all it's cracked up to be, having it all. i'm repsonsible now and that means being accountable for your actions. dare i say it...i'm grown up. damn it! i did fight the good fight though.

ave )o(

-

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

previous - next