akira's Diaryland Diary

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ramble

yesterday was my 1 year ann. to my wife. ONE year. damn. it seems like it was just yesterday when we were waiting and waiting and waiting in line. that is of course until they decided to accept appointments. i wouldn't change it for the world. well maybe i wouldn't keep my daughter out of school and drag her out at o'darkthirty to wait in line only to be told "I'm sorry. If your listening to me right now...you have no chance to get married today. I'm sorry. But you need to go home and try again tomorrow." but you know what??? we met some really great people. people who were there for the same reason we were, because we love who were with, and Gavin gave us a chance to be equals.
*ding*
i've been reading my older entries lately. just to get a glimpse of who i was just a few years ago. i realized that i haven't so much changed who i am, i'm just too busy to think as much as i do. the only things that have really changed are i'm clean, and i've go my own place. that's it. i seem like i've got my shit together and maybe on some level i do. i dunno. i'm still lost at times.
*ding*
i need a new layout. i use to be able to bust out a layout whenever i wanted. but not so much now. i can't even remember how to enter a link. before...ticktickticktickticktick..and there's a hyperlink. not it's like..t..i..c..k..t..i..c..k. ugh.
*ding*
i'm just going off at the finger tips.
Ave )O( Akira

10:18 p.m. - March 4th 2005

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