akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bit by bit cutting little slices out of me. bit by bit by bit. that's all i really want. to bleed and be done with it. pour it out of me like a fountain. maybe this feeling will go away and be done with me. or maybe not. my biggest fear is that i'm going through this all over again. i can feel it coming on, like grey rolling clouds in the sky before a storm. the dark closing in. the stillness in the air, taking the oxygen, making you suffocate. i hate this. drugs and razors. the only two things that have ever made it alright for me. - 1*28*09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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