akira's Diaryland Diary

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1.26.09

it can only get better right? things. life. all of it? it's not my life that needs to get better, and even that isn't the right wording for it.
i could just make it simple and say it's because of today. and maybe it is. it's been building up and building up for days. weeks? months maybe.
i know what makes this feeling inside me go away. i do. but. i won't. scars. cutting leaves scars akira. marks. proof you can't deal with your life.
but i can. at times. most times. almost all the time. it's just right now that maybe i need a little release.
people do this. have lives. work. take care of families. and never have a problem with their heads or the way the think.
today is just not the day for me to be thinking.

- 1*26*09

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