akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a little update how truly pathetic am i to have fucked not only my life up but the life of my daughter. her father kicked me out. for some fucking reason he got a bug up his ass one day, came to my work, handed me a note with something to the tone of my being a dyke and getting the fuck out. so ya. there's my life in a nut shell. i'm staying with tweaker (who's no longer tweaker but more like lazy cat), and basically during the week i've got my daughter with me. i left her with her father yesterday and it killed me. he's got her until monday when he takes her to school, then i pick her up until and have her until wednesday night. i get to spend my first thanksgiving without my mom AND without my daughter. yipee. can anyone say suicide solution? this years been a test and i realize that but how much more testing do i have to go through? i mean really. fuck this. so there's the update. i'm almost homeless, almost childless, and one step away from losing my fucking mind. but what else is new right? ave )O( Akira - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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