akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- somewhat human At a time when I think I can't go any lower, the bottom drops out from under me. I'm not sure if it's depression, mania, sadness, or what. She explained depression very well. I don't sleep anymore, when I do I have bad dreams, I barely eat (though you wouldn't know it to look at my fat ass). Kept my baby-girl home yesterday. Felt somewhat human for a while. Somewhat. Taking my mom from me is the cruelest thing fate has done to me yet. Syl said the other day, that things only happen to those that can handle it. Or something along those lines. I thought about that for a really long time. If that's the case, seriously, if that's why it seems like I get shit delt to me more then anyone I've EVER known, then maybe I should just stop "handeling" things. Akira 1:02 p.m. - 2001-03-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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