akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- addicted so my "sister" im's me lastnight while i'm writing and tells me that she slept with my j. the one person in my whole entire life that she's detested her entire life. the person that she "considers" ruined me. i don't know if i'm angry, hurt, or just plain don't care. hell everyone this side of the hemisphere has had her. i know she reads akira. i don't fucking care either. at the time they did this they were both using. infact, they had just booted up when it went on. i was just a few feet away actually. can you really be hurt by something in from the past? i mean really? i know the night she was talking about too. i remember him being out of bed and then him coming back having just took a shower. we were all doing the things that we shouldn't have been. my sis is...shall we say attractive and everyguy has always wanted to be with her, including but not limited to him. i never was jealous with him because he was always so just into me... *ding* Not an Addict Breathe it in and breathe it out It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive The deeper you stick it in your vein It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive It's over now, I'm cold, alone Free me, leave me It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel... It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive 9:06 p.m. - september 8th 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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