akira's Diaryland Diary

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orgy, bink bink

you know I started to grow
since you've been away
lately it's scarier not knowing
what's become of you
are you proud of me now i can't tell
i'm not as fearless as you

still I pretended that your still standing by
to show me wrong from right
never got a chance to say goodbye
take this gift from me hold deep in mind
forever and never let this go
take this gift from me hold deep in mind
forever and never let this go

I use to think you were crazy
when you were hooked to the screen
but now they tell me that your in a better place
but where did you go (but where did you go)
and I swear sometimes your watching over me
still I'd give the world for the chance
just to see your face again

still I pretend that your still standing by
to show me wrong from right
never got a chance to say goodbye
take this gift from me hold deep in mind forever
and never let this go
take this gift from me hold deep in mind forever
and never let this go

now there's nothing left but time
know that I'm following you
Eva's always on my mind
and it makes me wonder (make me wonder)
what happened to you
you know it makes me wonder

still I pretend that your still standing by
to show me wrong from right
never got a chance to say goodbye
take this gift from me hold deep in mind forever
and never let this go
take this gift from me hold deep in mind forever
and never let this go
Eva-Orgy

Guess what I got today?? :o) The new Orgy CD. (most of the time I don't put the song title or artist but this song is so me) So it's gonna take me a while to get used to them with this style of music. It's good. I like it, I'm not sure it's Orgy but I like it. I'm not instantly drawn to it like I was/am with Fuel. DAMN I'm a music junkie aren't I? I have to put the lyrics for Hemorrhage up. Did I ever mention that I love Brett from Fuel?? *sighs that little super hero sigh*

Fucked up day today. Started off with bullshit and it's continued though out the day. It's my attitude I know that. I have no tolerance, no patience, nothing. I hate people right now. Detest them really. I feel like the Incredible Hulk when I'm like this. I try so fucking hard to be nice all fucking day. I shut my mouth. Bite my tongue. Then outta nowhere...boom I turn into to this big green angry person. OK well maybe not green, more like sage. I wonder what makes someone go manic? A long time ago they use to blame it on the moon. Now I think they blame it on the parents. I'm sooo screwed when my daughter grows up. She's gonna have a doozie of a book.

At the present time she's dancing around the room to Pink's - Most Girls singing "Most girls throw the bink bink..mumble mumble I just want wee love" Not as good as Meg's brother with the Papa Roach song, but perdy good if you ask me. lmao I now remember why I fight with my life all the time. If for nothing more then her renditions of songs.

Ave )O( Akira

p.s. meg what a cute kitten.

- 10 * 10 * 00

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