akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just can't get enough tell me things will get better in my heard. tell me that sometime soon the pain will go away. that all this information will fade away into the gray haze that's become my mind lately. i hate feeling mixed up. i hate feel sick. i hate feeling sad. i hate feeling period. it would be so easy just say fuck it and find that solace in things familiar. but i won't. because.....because.....because i'm better then that. *ding* i go to school. i'm passing my classes. i'm actually the fucking teachers assistant now. how that happened is beyond me. my teacher took me to the side and asked if i'd mind helping the new students since i know what i'm doing and all. i do? wow i got my grades for my second month. 94.5 *ding* i called my aunt the other night. my baby cousin is having a baby. ok so she's 25. she's also doing drugs while she's pregnant and probably going to have a 3 headed baby. but my aunt says she's going to love it anyeay. lol now that's devotion. my cousin is doing well, i mean out side of doing drugs while pregnant that is. *ding* hoidays suck. i miss my mom. ave )O( Akira - November 14 02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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