akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- nothingness not really a purge. not exactly a vent. more like a realization. each day that goes by gets harder and harder. today is 2 months to the day. january 26th. i should have gotten over it by now, i know. i should have accepted it and moved on, i know this too. but i haven't. i can't. i don't fucking want to. WHO would? the fact of the matter is this...i miss my mom. i miss having pointless conversations with her. fuck easter. fuck everything right now. i don't smile, well no that's a lie, i do. it's just not a real smile. spending time alone with my daughter. listening to music. dancing with my daughter to said music. those things make me smile. unless she's being a brat. i'm done. i don't like this game anymore. i'd like to restart thank you. oh fuck it. - 3 * 26 * 01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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