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again again
I'm drinking again. Again again again. Whoo hoo. I had an amazing day with my boy on Friday. It was total bliss. TOTAL I tell ya. I miss spending days like that with him. Waking up, taking my daughter to school, him making breakfast for us (SPOILED), having sex, taking a shower, having more sex. Things like that. I hate his fucking job. But.....i hate his fucking job. :o) *ding*
It's my fault that I believe people. Yes, But at the same time if someone that I love tells me that they love me, how am I not supposed to? My boy said that if I have sex with someone else he would leave me, NO THAT IS A LIE....he said that he would never have sex with me again - until I married him or something like that. Not that he actually could mind you, but the fact that he said it pisses me off. He swore to me that he would never leave me (to me that's leaving me). Promised me. Just like everything else in my life EMPTY LIES. That's so fucked up. Telling something that harsh to someone like me. FUCK THAT! I know that he loves me. I know in my heart and soul. But he knew who I was before he came to live with me. He knows that the only way someone can know that you love them is by having sex with them. It's the only time that two people can be within the same. FUCKER! *ding*
Did fireworks tonight. Better then the pros. Even if we did almost burn the kids up. hehe KIDDING Some of those things though....damn. It was literally burning money. But God damn was it perdy. :o) *ding*
I have gotten SO many emails about what happened with that hole Shane thing. Starr_Angel is just one of them. I'll tell ya. I've asked and asked the boys what happened. I get the same thing...."He got our point loudly." Teehee I love my friends. Speaking of which. I go back to work tomorrow and Terrorized is having a party which I get to miss because I have to work. I need to think about switching professions seriously. They do this to me because I CAN'T go I know it. Ave )O( Akira
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