akira's Diaryland
Diary
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amuck, amuck. amuck
Amuck, Amuck, Amuck. *giggle* I'm getting more and more into this frame of mind that I'm going to live my life for myself. Of course I'm going to be a mommy first, hell it's shot into you during labor I think, but I'm going to be me. I know what Fattitude is talking about when she says she's never going to let her soul get stifled again. I don't even recognize myself anymore. I've become so...I dunno. NOT ME! *ding*
My friend, Jerry, is in town. Of course this is causing problems with me and my boy (go fig) But it's all good. My boy's gotta deal with what comes. He knew before he got down here that I am who I am. I never lied. I told him I was a bitch, FUCK Jace told him that he couldn't trust me, he chose to not listen. I'm being good though. Besides with Jerry....been there done that. I'm through with him. He holds nothing that I want, nor anything that I need at this point in my life....*whispers* it wasn't worth anything the first ride around. *GASP* I didn't say that. HAHAHAHA BITCH! *ding*
I went out with one of my friends tonight. She's really cool. A total bitch, but she's not fake like my other girlfriends. We went to play pool. OH YA I SUCK! Anyway, some of my friends from back in the day were there. All really young guys, all smell really good, most of them G's, but DAMN so sexy....so my chicka here asks me when we walk away how I knew them? hehe I told her it was "just one of those things" LOL No I told her that I knew their cousin real well. I don't know if she believed me or what. HAHA *ding*
I'm gonna be going back up to the sticks perdy soon (my moms). :o( I just get my phone line back and I'm gonna leave it. I'm supposed to be gone for a week and a half. We shall see....I'm gonna tell my boy to go a head and write in here just to keep this thing up to date....plus I'd like to see what he's thinking about while I'm gone!! Back to my mom's. The last time I was up there was for Easter....I had the mouse Olympics goin' on over me at night. She lives so far out in the sticks that they don't even have local cable!!! Anenigma would just LOVE it. All sorta creepy crawlies, snakes, mice, birds, skunks, etc., runnin' around, oh joy! Can you tell I'm a little city girl?? I'm just gonna love it. She's having someone come out to spray because she's got 4 wasp nests under her deck/trailer. Man you've gotta love nature. ICKY! *ding*
I got an IM from my Parzzival baby. *sigh* God he's so....amazing. I rarely talk to him anymore, he's got work and what not. He won a SILVER (i think it was a silver) for fencing, You go baby. He makes these Kilosomethingorotherscopes, or he helps make them. He's doing good. I miss talking to him. I think about him all the time. I was in the city a while back, saw this guy with buttless pants (hey I live in San Francisco back off) I started laughing and giggling. They guy thought I was laughing at him. I apologized and told him that I was just thinking about someone else, he got offended. I have no idea why either. Ave )O( Akira While my phone was down I wrote entries to expell this mess I have in my head. June 27 :|: June 29
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