akira's Diaryland Diary

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just an update

I have to say thankyou to everyone who's sent me e-mails and left sweet messages on my analyzer. It's amazing how wonderful people can be without even knowing someone.

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My mental state is just about the same it was when this whole fucking thing went down. I talked to my auntie the other day, she lost her dad about a year or so ago, she told me that now matter how long passes the hurt never goes away. You still miss them the same in 1 year as you do right now. *sigh*

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I don't want this to be real. I don't like it (then again I can't imagine anyone would). I keep thinking if I throw a big enough fit she'll be here again.

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For those of you who have been e-mailing me about my older page it's coming back tonight.

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I've been very random lately. I can't complete a thought. Well I can but usually it doesn't make any sense. Or it does but it's totally pointless to what everyone else is talking about.

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I've had my blades and my lighters taken away from me. :o( Tweaker and my boy just don't trust me. I can't say that I blame them, right now I'm wanting to slice myself up with anything I can get my hands on. The 6 slices I have are healing nicely. Might scar just a bit but nothing serious.

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Again thank you to everyone who's sent me well wishes. They are greatly appreciated and extremely sweet. I value them greatly.

Ave )O( Akira

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