akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- when i'm gone There's another world inside of me Maybe I'm just blind... And everything you need Love me when I'm wrong So love me when I'm gone When your education x-ray That I could not tell my friends Part of me is fighting this
When I'm Gone *ding* I hear you talking to me J. I know your here, watching me stuggle with my life and what I've done with it. You should be pleased by this point. No more drugs, booze only on the occasion. No more cutting or burning. Ouchies all gone. I'm doing all the things an adults suppose to be doing. Aren't I? I know it's you. Songs playing just when I need them. You and mom both have a way of doing that. Reminding me that your always around. I'm sorry if I've hurt you or said things out of tone. I get pissed that I'm doing this without you by my side close so that if I need one of your hugs your there for me. I miss you both so much at this point. I do nothing with myself. I take nothing out it all just grows and grows in my head feeding on itself. But I'm trying. I hope your proud of your bella. ave 12:39 a.m. - 2002-12-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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