akira's Diaryland Diary

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something sweet

Life is a bother for me right now. I have no idea why...actually yes I do but it's not important. I'm not exactly depressed though I'm not really manic. I'm......odd. Off a bit. heh Ok a WHOLE BUNCH! But I'm off mentally. Though no one would be able to notice it.

I was listening to J's band almost all day today.

*ding*
Or should it be a dong? Who knows. Holding things in isn't healthy. So why do I do it?? Because my unhealthy mind can create some really hurtful things.

*dull muted ding*
I've only gotten a few things done as far as x-mas shopping is concerned. My precious boy, my daughters father, and...*thinking* I believe that's it. My boy did all the shopping for my daughter (he spoiles her, sorta). So tomorrow I get to go out with tweaker/ex-tweaker and x-mas shop. lol She's calling it a "Shopping Date", seeing as how I've never been on a date and all.

*ding*
There are things that wander around in my head from time to time that I wonder "how the hell did that get there?" It's like getting a infection..or a sun burn. Out of nowhere something comes up and you just don't get how it's gotten as bad as it has. Weird.

*ding*
Not being on aol hasn't been the heart break I thought it would be. Sure I have to do a couple of extra steps to get online. But it's ok. See I told you all I wasn't an addict! :oP

Ave )O( Akira

- 12 * 20 * 00

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