akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- don't really know And this is where I begin to try and become myself again. I'm going away for Tweaker's B-day. Sorta of trying to repay her for taking me away for my weekend. It's suppose to be for HER but I'm really hoping that I'll have found something that I've lost. When we went away for my b-day we talked about everything, and I felt...I dunno..cleansed. Tweaker (I really have to find a different name for her) is someone that's become this force in my life lately. In just a short time she's become closer to me then my girlfriends who I've known for years. Don't get me wrong she's moody, bitchy, sometimes down right a pain in the ass, but I'm the same way with her. I think the reason her and I ARE so close is because we don't take eachother's shit. I call her on her's, she calls me on mine. With all this crap going on lately she's been right by my side, a shoulder when I need it and a pitchfork in my ass when I'm laggin. I've noticed, in my life, when I've lost someone, there's been someone who's walked into my life a couple of months before. Someone who's not just a "friend" but someone who's changed me. Someone who's given me something I never knew I was missing. She's one of those people. She's the person who challenges me in my life. The one who can get a rise out of me when no one else can even reach me. It's like I've got the sister I never had. *ding* Anyway, HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TWEAKER!! Ave )O( Akira p.s. tweaker if your lucky maybe i'll give you your birthday spankings hahahahaha - 3 * 16 * 01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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