akira's Diaryland Diary

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nonsense babble

I should really contiune from where I left off lastnight but my minds all jumbled and mixed up today.

Another shitty night of sleepless slumber. I woke up not knowing where I was. I've been spending so many nights over at Tweakers house as of recent I was lost. The scary part of that was that in that lost feeling there was this underlying of security and hapiness. Like I was finally free from my life and everyone in it.

"Let the sun fall down over me
Cause that's not living baby
Living ain't free"

*ding*
Tweaker and I have this road trip planned in November. Being the stalker Fuel fan that I am we are basically following them for 4 days from San Fran to LA. All this is done in the hopes that for the holidays I'll be somewhat back to my old self. In anycase, there playing 2 dates up here..San Jose (Pischina you really MUST go) and in San Fran (any SF based readers GO) then they are playing at the House of Blues on SUNSET STRIP! Whoo hoo. This time I may not come back. I may just start one of those hippie cults like the Grateful Dead have and stop shaving under my arms and bathing following around the band. *evil grin*

*ding*
I have this idea in my head. I don't really think I'm a fucked up as everyone makes me out to be. I think I'm just a little off in my thinking. Maybe I'm not the one who's lost after all. Maybe I'm right where I'm suppose to be in my life and everyone else around me is just confused as to where THEY are suppose to be and because of their misdirection I'M the one who seems messed up. *thinking* Then again that would have to be alot of people misguided now wouldn't it?

Ave )O( Akira

- 8 * 10 * 01

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