akira's Diaryland Diary

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babble`

And everybody wanna run (wanna run)
Everybody wanna hide from the gun (hide from the gun)
You can take a ride.
Through this life. If you want
but you can't take the edge off the knife (no sir)
And now you want your money back (money back)
But you're denied
Cause you're brain's fried from the sack
And there ain't nothin' I can do
Cause life is a lesson
You learn it when you're through

Is that the trustest statement????

My boy got me this song by Stabbing Westward. An acoustic. There were things that saved me from dieing after J died. Depeche Mode (it was a kind of music that I was allowed to listen to while he was alive) Fuel....and Stabbing Westward. I heald thought them. Especially Stabbing Westward. I made it through all this because of them.

I'm going through shit because of my past right now. I want to be this pesron who makes people realize that they can get past bullshit that happens. I was telling this chick that I work with how it's really hard to relize that your not responsible for the set that has handed you. I'm such this hiporcirt She sees me as her ex girlfriend. Apparently we had the samething happen to us at the around the same age.

God I'm drunk.

My denial. My hide away.

Akira

- 8 * 10 * 00

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