akira's Diaryland
Diary
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pointless entry
Akira's new obsession?? That song by Disturbed. Go fig. Look at the name of the band. Then there the song title. :o) *ding*
For the last two days I've been up at my daughters daycare helping them get ready for graduation. My boy is doing the sound for them, I'm helping them out with setting up and what not. Everyone thinks it's cool to give me a bad time about how much time is left. They know I'm gonna cry and they can't fucking wait to see me weak. My girlfriend came up to me today and gave me hug telling me it'll be alright. *sigh* I'm really gonna lose it. Most people can't wait until their kids get into school. Me I just want to know that I'm in charge of making choices for MY daughter again. She sings the school song during the graduation. Today she was holding the mic like one of our friends in Insolence. I just about died laughing. I want her to scream "JUMP UP" but I know that she won't. :o) *chanting to self* i'll be ok, i'll be ok, i'll be ok *ding*
I how my life was. I miss kickin' it with my friends, goin' out. Doing the social thing. You'd think as much as I hate people I'd be antisocial or something. Basically I am, but I like being out at clubs. It's like my home away from home. I was 12 the first time I went to a "local" gig. That's where I met J. I had this group of guys watching out for me being my brothers or dad in some cases. It was cool. My roadie side came out today....while setting up the graduation stuff for the kids (mic, speakers, etc.) I wrap the cord around the stand, want to tape the cords down, wrap up the cords so nothing hangs loose. *smacks head* Help me. *ding*
The first Tribal Council has come and gone. Amber, is gone. I find it really odd that people are offend by what someone does or does NOT do in their diary. The way I see it is, this is a game. It's not a game for a million, it's game for fun. Why get bent. If people don't put effort into their shit then fuck it vote them off. That's why we are given that "power". I don't trip off of people on here. I have the diaries and people I like. And people I don't like. Some people don't even acknowledge that I exist, which is fine with me. In my world they are nothing. Harsh...yes. Do I care...no? :o) However...I will say this...whether I make it or not...I'm sending Meg a little package of my own. She deserves AT LEAST that. I'm having a fucking great time with this, I've been exposed to new diaries that other wise I would have not cared about. I've met some really fucking cool people, Doug, Mangle, Meg herself, etc. etc. Diaryland and music is what had kept me sane. I love her for making this sort of media for us, and those giving her shit should be ashamed of yourselves (that's the mommy thing coming out again). *gives meg a big wet sloppy kiss on her cheek* THANK YOU MEG!! Ave )O( Akira Pointless entry. *giggle*
- 8 * 24 * 00
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