akira's Diaryland
Diary
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tangents again
Lastnight was SO fun, totally messy but fun. Some of my friends from work came over. We drank and drank and drank. I got entirely too drunk, got sicker then shit. I'm not one to get sick when I drink, let alone someone who misses the bathroom by like 2 full rooms, but I was that someone lastnight. *hides shamefully* It was fun as all hell, well from what I remember of it that is. My boy took pictures of our drunk asses (he didn't drink so now he's got blackmail photos). He's thinking of making a web site, www.drunkfools.com hehe *ding*
This really cool chick wrote to me lastnight/today Pischina saying how she really liked my diary and such. Apparently she's also in the SF area cause she knows about the X-Games. Anyway, Thank you for the sweet words. It still trips me out that people (besides my boy) read my dairy. I write like I'm talking to someone, I describe things that I already know because when I read other peoples diaries, I hate when they talk about something and I have no idea in hell what they're talking about. I don't understand why anyone would want to read my diary, though I am very happy people do. *ding*
Incase you haven't already read on Survivor I was accepted to take the challenge. Yay me :o) Now if I can just keep my ass from getting voted off. Oh shit....I just thought of a couple of things....what if one of the challenges is staying sober?? *throw hands up* I'M SCREWED lol Damn, I know I'm going to end up doing the immunity challenges totally wasted. I'll screw it all up, I'm supposed to have of written something about the ocean, and I'll go off on one of my infamous tangents about people or something. haha *ding*
On the whole most people don't like what I write about in my diary. Though I have gotten emails from the sweet people like Pischina saying they like it, I've gotten more from people telling me,"Just too crude" or "Harsh, rude, and nasty" those don't bother me. Things like this do "Some things shouldn't be spoken about" THAT pisses me off. But they way I look at it...for every ten people that don't like what I write, there is one that I might help deal better with their life. Self centered? Nah. Remember I'm a Satanist at heart. *ding*goes off on tangent
Speaking of that. I was talking to this chicka that I work with the other day. She asked me about my "religious" beliefs, or my lack there of. When I told her how my cousin raised me she flipped out. In her culture "Satanist" eat the flesh of children, drink blood, and have sex with the devil. I started laughing, damn near fell off my chair, then proceeded to tell her what true Satanism is....self idolatry. I explained "There is no baby eating (unless their the fleshy kind of babies), no blood drinking (that's vampires anyway not Satanist), and sex with the devil only happens on south park. It blows my mind that people STILL blame things on the devil/satan. Think about this...the catholic church is constantly saying the will of Satan when people act on emotion, or that the devil is responsible for damn near everything nowadays. They don't investigate anything. BUT when something truly miraculous happens, let's say a stigmata....they denounce it, call it a hoax. If it seems that it might just be a miracle, they investigate it for years before they'll accept it. AND THAT'S SOMETHING GOOD!!! *shakes head* I just don't get it. Ok would someone please hide that damn soap box from me please!!! I promise no more tangents. *ding*
In 31 days, a month....the NEW Fuel CD comes out. *dances around room wildly* Do ya think I'm just a tiny bit excited? HELL YES Ok I'm off. Ave )O( Akira
- 8 * 19 * 00
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