akira's Diaryland Diary

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Just like you

Sometimes in life people just have to let go. Let go of memories. Let go of people. Just let go in general.

"I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you"

He was the one male person in my life that I loved and that I thought love me. I knew he wasn't perfect. I knew he wasn't always good to me. But he was mine. He was the safe place I could go when my life wasn't safe.

"You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wring if you think that I'll be
Just like you"

I had no sibs. I barely had a family. I had you. The one I called sister. I trusted you with my life. I turned the other cheek when you did wrong.

"I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you"

The both of you fucked me. You set out to destroy me over and over and over for six motherfucking months. Creating a relationship. Stabbing me in the back.

"You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wring if you think that I'll be
Just like you"

Kaila, you were nothing in my life but a mistake. You were an end to means of my life. I used you to get what I wanted, drugs, sex, people. What I wanted and couldn't afford I got through you. Your expendable in my life now.

"On my own, cause I can't take livin' with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like
You want me to"

Ave )O( Akira

7:32 p.m. - 2005-04-05

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