akira's Diaryland Diary

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all mixed up

As if anyone doesn't know. Pischina is the shit. The D-land crew just kicks ass through and through. I open my mail and get this...
She's with you, ya know. She is. I don't care what anyone else thinks, she is there. With you and your daughter.
And I know it doesn't make any difference to tell you that. But it's true.
I wish I could make it all better for you, you don't know how much I wish that.
:-) Me.

I got that from Pischina. The lovely wonderful Pischina.

She's right. I know my mom's around me and my daughter, and she's right in the fact that it doesn't make a difference to me right now, but it will eventually. I hope at least.

I'm going mad. Not all agro tear the house apart mad, but crazy scientist mad. Maybe it's the lack of sleep. I dunno.

Oh ya for those of you who read this and know of the sexy Missy Megara I've called her house twice looking for her. I've left messages with no luck. My next stalking technique is going to be to write her a letter in hopes that her Mum will give it to her or at the very least write me back if she's in any sort of trouble. I miss her terribly. We shared a common bond and love of Absolut Vodka. *sigh*

Razor blades. That's all that's on my mind as of late. All this hiding of what I'm feeling. It's poisioning my blood. Tainting my thoughts and dreams. I need to let it go somehow. Suck is out of me like a Vampire. Any takers? *evil giggle*

Ta ta

Akira

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