akira's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a bit drunk I'm writing this without the benifit of a spell checker, so if there are more mistakes then what I normally then do forgive. Happy Holidays (the pc term) to all of those who read or happen to stumble upon this. Cordy Meg had a picture of her up from when she was a little girl holding up a Barbie van. This picture disturbed me on MANY MANY levels. The main one....I had the same exact van. However, me not being the girly girl my parents had hoped for...I choose to use the van to transport my cat Tundra from the living room to the back bedroom (after a month he got use to being pulled around) The others are just something a bit to off and odd (heheh) to relay to the public. I'm random tonight. Thinking one thing speaking another. X-mas has a way of doing this to me. I get all discombobulated. I've been shopping for the last err...three..four days?? Damn I can't even remember. I can't wait for the holidays to be over so things can get back to normal around here. I had to laugh. My friend of sometime said I collect people like most people collect stray cats. LMAO It's true. At first it was just my daughters father (pre-daughter), then came my daughter (not so much a stray as an addoption), then came my boy (stray angry cat), then came Ex-Tweaker/Tweaker (stray with support, an odd cat rather). I want them all to have what I had. Someone to love them, unconditinally (though I make my conditions upfront and honest). People make mistakes, it's human for fucks sake. If I'm not going to give some people a chance, who will? I'm not a Scrooge. I'm not. I'm just someone that's not as into x-mas as I am into Helloween. Shit on x-mas you have to be all heavenly, good, church going, honest person because Jesus is watching. blah blah blah And there is another random thought. This is what it's like in my mind when thoughts, anger, frustraion, and about 20 minutes of hate take over. Merry X-Mas Ave Akira - 12 * 24 * 00 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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